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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Damn, December ALREADY ?
I just finished remeniscing through my old posts, and OHMAN , summer was a blaaaaast! I wanna go back :(. I waisted so much time on stupid shit, and didn't pay attention to what I already had. shooot. Whatever, that's done now!
So, as you know, I'm single. I was the one to end it with AD a month ago I think ? ;S LOL.. then I started crushing on everybody else :|. Soon, I chose a guy and I chose PG <3 He's really something ;) .. but I lost feelings unfortunately, and then I started crushing on J, but then P talks to me more, so I am CURRENTLY crushing on him. I don't know if I'm making it obvious or not, but I dont really want him to no or our whole friendship will be over :( He wasn't the kind of guy i expected to fall for. And i mean, he's cute and all but it's his personality that caught my heart. But OH MAAAYUN! So many guys, so little time. LOL I lied ;) But if I continue being like this with every guy, in the end, NO guy is going to want me. I hope that someday something can happen between me & him, and he'll be the guy who can change my two- week love thing. (YN)

I got my report card a week ago and my average was 79 (N) I swear I did WAAAAY better than a 79 :| .. I didnt get below 85 on any of my tests. I guess tests don't matter to Mr akey. (N) But Yeah ever since that day, I've been getting into stupid fights and arguements with my mom and I am in one right now. I never want to talk to that trick ever again. Everyday when she comes home from work, she always has to find SOMETHING to be yelling at me about. One day its my marks, next day it's how I'm in her room too much ( which is clearly HER fault for taking away my computer ) next day, it's cos i'm useless. Every single day, she HAS to be yelling at me. So then yesterday, i yelled back. I was fed up you know ;\ So then I was like "FOR ONCE, CAN YOU COME HOME WITHOUT YELLING AT ME? " then she goes on and on, and I went to my room and screamed " I HATE YOU " finally got the truth off my chest.

Now a days i feel dead. like nobody talks to me anymore, its like nobody knows im here anymore. nobody cares. it saddens me & i feel reallly lonely. even the person I thought would always be here for me, pp, isn't talking to me for some reason. My parents don't even care! My art won for the olympic torch thing and i'm supposed to go to city hall on friday to recieve my certificate & award and meet the mayor with my parents, but nope. they don't give a fuck about the good things i do, and they only focus on the bad! (Y) how amazing alie ? So, i'm going with one of my few only friends, Diana<3.

Well that's all, I'm gonna finish my geography from last week :)
later folks !