Jesica Cuaresma
i'm just your average girl
Youngster, Toronto, Filipino, OLVCS, God Friends & Fam<3
"Cant seem to find the truth, You got me so confused.
Boy if you only knew
all the things you put me through"
Live, Laugh, Love<3
Confused
Sunday, July 26, 2009
I;m so mad! I don't know what to do, and i'm motherfucking
hungry too so its making me even more cranky >=\
I really really wanna be with >
him< but i don't want it to be like last time.
I don't wanna hurt him again like i did before, I don't want us to slowly fade away likee we did before, I dont want lose my feelings for him just like *
that like i did before.
I don;t want his time to be wasted on me. I wanna be with him, but i'm scared. I'm scared what he might do to me. I'm scared all those things he did with the other girls, he's going to end up doing to me. I don't wanna be like them, just forgotten about then thrown away. He starts talking and feeling other girls while he's with someone else, then ends up breaking up with them for the girl he has been feeling. I know because thts what he did for me. But what if he does that to me? What if we do end up getting together, and all a sudden he starts talking to some next chick>?!? But to be honest, i like him alot, I like him so much that i would ask him to be MINE at this moment.
But I don't know . . . . I don't know what to do.They say "
Follow Your Heart", but even my heart is confused.
Anyway, that's all for today folks
- kthnxbye<3